Ever since I
first saw the “Top Post on IndiBlogger” badge, awarded to ten of the most voted
posts in a 24 hour time period from the time the post is submitted to IndiVine,
I wanted to have one. I was kind of obsessed about it in a sort of silly way,
but I can be quite fussy about these sorts of things. I played the snake game
on Nokia 1100 mobile all night, and was literally heartbroken when I could not
break one of my friends’ records. I still remember being devastated at losing a
game of chess once while I was in my engineering. It gave me so much grief that
I stopped playing the game with others for a very long time. It took me a long
time to have it on my blog, but this is one of those guilty pleasures I take
immense satisfaction in.
I don’t think
that this is any validation to the presence or the content of my blog, nor I
consider this an endorsement of my social networking skills. I have seen many
authors having this badge who do not even care about its existence, who will
probably laugh their backsides off at my ridiculous analysis about the right
time to post, days where number of votes required to win the badge would be
minimum, weekend trends of voting and many such weird stats, but for me it was
always something that I wanted to have, or worth throwing a tantrum about not
having it. It is like wanting to have a funky cap at a fair, which can only be
won by throwing a ring around it. It might take a hundred attempts, and you
might end up spending more than what the cap would cost, but at the end of the
day if you do not return to your home winning it, you feel sad. Sure, you can
buy the same cap from one of the stores outside, but it’s not the same feeling
is it?
There is a
terminology inside IndiBlogger Forum called Shameless Self Promotion, which
basically discourages anyone to go around and spam people to read their stuff,
which would make their posts visible and guarantee votes. I never wanted to
indulge in it, but when I came really close to getting the required number of
votes for the badge, I could not resist myself from being shameless and
promoted my post all over the place. I have been helped, rather gamely, by a
lot of regulars on the forum like Knitha, Vijay, Ranjith, CyberKid, DS and some
of my regular readers too, and I’m thankful to them for making my dream come
true.
Other thing
that I’m equally thankful about is that, this badge would give me one lesser
thing to worry about, and concentrate on some of the stuff I have been planning
for a long while. I don’t know if this has been weighing me down
subconsciously, but going by the relief it gave me, I welcome this badge with utmost
pertinence.
I’m quite
heartless in disregarding my own achievements, just because they wont hold the
same prominence for me after some time. I think the same future awaits this
badge too, as it has been for the “Tangy Tuesday Picks” and “Spicy Saturday
Picks” of BlogAdda. Note that I was quite obsessed with them too at that time
when I didn’t have them, but only till I got them and got them out of my way. Those
two were considerably easy, at least in comparison to this one, so this badge
might be cherished for a while, and then again I might laugh it off and
disregard it the first thing tomorrow. Tcha.
The post that won the badge, a 55-word short story, in itself is not a great piece of
writing, nor is it something I’m very proud of. It certainly isn’t the one,
which I wanted to adorn the badge with, but it was in the right place at the right
time. It is like throwing a blind one after all your concentration didn’t work,
and voila, winning that cap. No regrets whatsoever.
Congrats on winning your first IB badge.... :-)
ReplyDeleteI too used to play that snake-game and had a high score ( though I've forgot the score and I play a hell lot of games :-P )
Lastly , don't think too much about the badge...though I can fully relate to your ecstasy on receiving it for the first time , I too was so much happy when I received my first one , still I think ...these votes, Spicy Saturday Tangy Tuesday , badge , accolades and all other stuffs have little to do with the happiness which a writer/poet gets on creating something ...I might be wrong..but I like to think in this way... :-)
Have a happy weekend..
Hey Mani...
DeleteThanks for your words and I appreciate you being a regular reader and voter for my posts. What you have said is totally correct and the badges and awards appear petty in hindsight, but the maturity about it takes some time getting...:P
I did smile at the detailed analysis you did when you were close to getting the badge. Well having a goal is a good thing. So congratultions, now that you have it flaunt it too.
ReplyDeleteThanks Shweta....I did flaunt it on the post. So I now have one goal less :) It has been a great journey coming this far :P
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